I've been doing a little soul searching here lately.
I'm sure we've all been there. The whole "what am I doing with my life?!"
To be completely honest, this has been one of the hardest years of my life. 27 slash 28 has not been that great to me.
YES I'M 28!
I just feel stuck.
Why am I putting all this out there? Well again to be quite honest. No one reads this blog.
I'm ready to get out there and live more than I ever have before. I'm ready to be successful! To leave my mark on the world.
I recently lost my grandfather. Its the first death I've ever had to deal with as an adult. Its been truly difficult. Death really does put things into perspective. Life is short. I mean in the grand scheme of things it is. Through it all I've realized what true friendship is. I've realized that when people are hurting you just need to be there for them. Regardless of wether or not you've spoke to them 2 weeks ago or 2 years ago. It hurt to loose my grandfather and it hurt just as much to only see a handful of people reach out to me and my family. I'm not saying all this to say "whoa is me" I'm saying this to make you aware that people need people. Even if its a text that says "Praying for you!" Or "Thinking of you!" Just do it people. You might not think that your simple text means anything but it does. My grandfather was an awesome man who loved more than anyone I've ever met. With all that being said, I realized that its time for me to do something. I'm not sure what it will be but I pray with every fiber in being that its something that changes the world. Ok so I'll be happy with changing something!
It feels slightly better being able to get this all out.
I hope that my rants have opened your eyes just a little.
So get up off that thing and dance till you feel better!